Today I realized it’s finally over––that long, protracted period of grief I’ve been in. For a long time now, I haven’t worn black or scratched my face or wailed like women seeing their dead––but the grief was there––bearable, stiff upper lip, no need to bother the neighbors. Like a scar one learns to ignore or [...]
Archive for June, 2008
Sing a song: partial journal entry: 12/20/07
Posted in family, life, tagged "Karleen Koen", children on June 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Amusements
Posted in family, life, tagged "Karleen Koen", cats on June 22, 2008 | 3 Comments »
Discovered recently under the dining room buffet:
3 play mice
1 fluff ball with rattle
2 pens
1 pencil
1 small shell
1 raisin
I miss her vanity
Posted in family, life, love, tagged " "Sex and the City", "Karleen Koen", Alzheimer's, mothers on June 16, 2008 | 2 Comments »
We’ve come to see the movie Sex and the City. She is enjoying it. I am, too. She had a hard time, like she always does, climbing the movie theater stairs. Too dark, and she’s lost her sense of depth perception, so that every step is a slow, careful, am I falling over [...]
Better angels
Posted in life, tagged "Karleen Koen", "Martin Luther King", "Robert F. Kennedy", 1968 on June 6, 2008 | 2 Comments »
This has been a lump in the throat week, first with Barack Obama winning the nomination and then with the remembrances of Robert Kennedy. Obama moves me when he speaks. I haven’t heard someone with his eloquence since John F. Kennedy. I can still remember Kennedy’s trip to Berlin and his famous I am a [...]


